comfort

i've got it seared in my memory. sometimes when i just stare into space, all i can see is that.

my memories of everything that happened are starting to blur, fading into one another. i can't really rmb the exact days and sequence of events anymore. but there are somethings that are fresh in my mind, the sounds, the smells, the sights and most of all the feelings. one day i'll probably forget all the details, but i know i'll never forget how i felt. all the emotions. and the pain.

thankful/grateful to those who stretched a hand out to me, to help me up, pull me along when i was down (: consciously or unconsciously. i love you all mucho mucho. made the stars come out again in my darkness.

ming and rach coming over for world cup finals tmr (: goodie goodie gumdrops. hahaha. then we can just scream at each other face to face, instead across the phones. -.- you should hear the hysterical phone calls btwn ming and i, then rach and i. damn funny. just nonsensical screamings and ramblings. hehee. i live for such days.

roars. i really dread going to school nowadays. its become such a disgusting place. nothing can compare to rgs, but since i can't go back. i can only yearn to move forward. faster. but there are things in rj that brought me joy unlike that in rg. dance for one. and growing even closer to mel. we're reaching a point where i now think of her as a real sister (: it used to be we went out once in awhile, and i might call her sometimes, or we'd go to gym together. now. i can turn to her for anything, anytime. and she's supported me through so many bad days. so many bad moments. and most of e the good times i have now in sch, usually include her. love you sis.

portugal vs germany (: go portugal!

: fix you :: coldplay :